Dunno why, but when it comes to relationship and stuff as such, people always seem to end up asking for advice from me...asking advice from ME, a person with completely nonexistent relatonship experience...Gahhhh!!!
To tell the truth...I actually like being approached for such stuff, but at the same time, each dillema solved or given light to, each "thank you" and "youre awesome!" sort-a feels like a slap on my "metamorphical face"...
Its depressing to think that Im relatively good in giving such advice, that people approach me whilst Ive got zero experience in a being in a proper relationship at all!!! Its like...arrgh! Sheeetz!!!
Why...Id love to have someone who would at least understand my mindset, whose in the same wavelenght as me...and knows how to perceive my sense of humor and my randomly odball ideas...
I cant like someone in the place Im at now...
Yes, there are a few dudes who are considerably physically appealing here but at the same time their mental capabilities disgust me...
I mean, its as if all the guys here are inthe hurry to get all the girls or somethin...as if its a requirement amongst their code of men to have a girlfriend to be cool...and its pathetic how their egos are as bloated as a morbidly obese hunchback whale!!! Its like: bleaurghh!!! (vomit)
We Females are not arm candy! And I refuse to be in a relationship just to be dragged around, shown to everyone like a trophy or medal that one acquired! Just for another ego boost! Pah! Men!
Thats just it...Im yet to meet a guy who wont look at me quizzicaly once I talk about a certain philosophicallu debative question (or if I speak english!) or treat me like Im some overly fragile china doll, wont hinder me from pursuing my interests and ideals, wont creep my out by being overly posessive (or just by texting me every damn freakin minute every day), wont be soo fast in pursuing me! has his own personal style, ideals and quirks, knows how to relate w someone w/out trying too hard (or would at least admit that he isnt knowledgable in such stuff and is willing to know more about it) and isnt such a time hogger!!! Garsh!!!
And now Im ranting...*sigh*
I'd like to apologize to the good guys there, I happen to know a few guys with whom Im okay with but after a while it gets kind-a meh! (An annoying-gaahhh-kind of "meh!") haha!
Till next time! ;3
